Oh my beautiful big Buddha, this should be my last post on here.
But before I have to leave here some personal stuff the very last time đ
This wonderful Statue behind me standing exactly where my life has begun is was my kindergarten group room, this might for the most in here nothing special and only my Thai fellows are related to and can understand what for an honor is it for me. They build a temple where I had my kindergarten I still can't believe it. I was 5 and had my first independent and sexual thoughts ....nice stories btw.
I will never forget these warm feelings from my first sexual rush. I was something between 4-6.
So our kindergarten group had one day a week at summer time group showering first the girls and then the boys. I remember standing completely naked with my fellows together, as the girls came from the shower room, a bunch of giggling naked phenomenons, it was an incredible feeling this sparkling warm rush start at my toes and moved over my whole body till to my nose. Is was something like someone pushed a button. I watched down under and saw my baby wood in front of the laughing girls. The bois rushed out the room and guess what I did?
2 steps back, sit down toked my leg of my other like the cool guys sitting and so i could hide a bit my baby wood. Please note i was 5 đ....what I did after sitting down? Ofcourse jerking like a pro like i never did something else before. I have no clue what happened after or that someone caught me doing my first pussy impressions.
My mother used to worked at the kindergarten, that means spent a lot time in there, very often the first kid in the morning and/or the last. I knew every room and every candy box in the whole kindergarten. Ok so back to my first independent thought what was literary my life concept.
It was a wonderful summer day, my Mum brought me to my group room and my Kindergärtnerin Frau Knipper. Then start as usual building some imagineer streets with the big wood blocks, it was extremely fackng boring. I stand on the window and starred at the blue heaven and the green weed, it was a dream. I felt like a prisoner the only fun was that my bff came and we could finish our street project from the last day.
But this day was different, outside was the freedom and here was our assigned play space, i hated it. So I looked to KB and asked him silent "dude lets break out here or what". I just saw his grinning, jup lets do that. We always agreed to each others stupid shit, it was our bound.
So we knew that time frame was small between breakfast and lunch. On nice summer days we played outside, sandbox and all that stuff, Frau Knipper was on the watch. So we sneaked, with our 5yo bad ass together like siamese twins, past Frau Knipper over the lawn in direction to the bushes. As we arrived we kept our heads down like soldiers and zick zack around the bushes till the Kindergarten fence, almost 2 heads higher but we knew how to climb and roll over. Then was only just few meters bush and we standing in our complete own freedom not even thinking of my Mum getting in trouble. The world was ours, but what doing with all the freedom.......
My whole life was like that, would nothing change and so grateful for the gift of life.
Guys all the best for you all, take care be kind be sexy and important behave and respect.
Peace out mfs.
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